The next morning, I poured my coffee without turning on the radio and opened the drawer where I kept my receipts. Nolan was born in a Michigan winter\u2014so bitter the pipes froze the morning I brought him home. Gerald, my husband, was three states away driving freight and wouldn\u2019t be back for nine days. I lay awake that first night listening to Nolan breathe, my fingers aching from warming bottles under running water. I did it all\u2014feedings, rashes, night fevers\u2014alone, without complaint. That\u2019s just what you did. I always thought I\u2019d go back to school. Nursing had been the dream once, back when I believed in timelines. But part\u2011time shifts turned into full\u2011time responsibilities. Bills mounted. Gerald\u2019s back gave out. Dreams shrink quietly when there isn\u2019t room for them.<\/p>\n
Years later, when Nolan brought Ivette home, I hoped for something gentle. She was polished and efficient, the kind of woman who didn\u2019t like surprises or sentiment. She smiled tight and called me Delora instead of Mom. I told myself it didn\u2019t matter\u2014everyone shows love differently\u2014but it chipped away, little by little. The way she flinched when I suggested cloth diapers. Her laugh when I brought over homemade baby food.<\/p>\n
\u201cThat\u2019s sweet,\u201d she\u2019d say, sliding it aside for something organic in a jar.<\/p>\n
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