Training was a different kind of hard. I shipped out with a duffel bag and a promise to my daughter that I\u2019d come back better. Days stacked like bricks: reveille, chow, class, field exercise, chow, study, lights out, repeat. I learned to make a bunk with corners sharp enough to cut. I learned maps like they were a new alphabet\u2014azimuth, contour line, resection\u2014and learned to count heartbeats in the quiet between commands. When a cadre chewed me out, I learned I could absorb the hit, fix the error, and remain standing.<\/p>\n
I remember an August ruck when the sky broke open and poured. My socks bunched. My heels went raw. Every step was a negotiation with pain. I thought about my father and found, to my surprise, that the thought didn\u2019t hurt me anymore. It propelled me. A captain with sharp eyes and a calm way of walking fell into step without comment. After a minute he said, \u201cYou\u2019ve got more in you than you think.\u201d I carried that sentence the way some people carry a medal.<\/p>\n
On weekends, I called home\u2014the home Emily and I had made inside base housing. She told me about preschool politics and dirt that tasted like cookies. \u201cWhere are you?\u201d she\u2019d ask, and I\u2019d say, \u201cLearning to be strong.\u201d \u201cMe, too,\u201d she\u2019d say, like strength was a crayon you could choose.<\/p>\n
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