I stood in the kitchen that Tuesday morning, the house heavy with the silence that follows death. The scent of Linda’s jasmine tea lingered, a ghost in the air. Her mug sat on the counter, a faint, perfect circle of lipstick on the rim—a color she’d never wear again. My wife of thirty-eight years was gone. For two days, I had been submerged in the mechanics of her funeral, a task our only child, Rachel, should have shared.
I dialed her number, my thumb hovering over the screen. Outside, Linda’s rose bushes bloomed defiantly in the autumn sun.
Rachel answered on the third ring, her voice bright and distant. “Hi, Dad.”
I laid out the details with a voice I barely recognized as my own. “The funeral is Thursday. Eleven a.m. You’re listed as a pallbearer.”
A pause stretched, long enough for me to imagine her fighting back tears. I was wrong. “Oh, Dad, I can’t,” she said, her tone appallingly casual. “Ethan and I have our anniversary trip this week. Napa. It’s been planned for months. It’s kind of a once-a-year thing, you know.”
